1 more,then freedom is MINE!

baby

this tiny cute lil creature has brighten up my tuesday.

Ed westwick


ok now I realized that I shud have updated my gossip girl season 2 episodes.
I'm missing my chuck bass :D
will buy "how I met your mother" dvd,for the sake of my UPCOMING HOLIDAY!



"save as?" - scandal ku! haha
I saw aleep!I saw aleep on the right side of the pic,I miss him :S

physics2 and physics5 planning tommorow,wish me luck :D


4 more ppers

I thanked myself for having you yesterday. and you made me forget the fact that I actually suck at my chemist4.

"untuk apa ne? untuk ngurat?"
" walaupun apet mengurat bini2 lain lakat jua Filzah kaliah di hati apet"

awww~ sweet~ NO WAY~ hehehe.

too little too late

"behind every good woman are a lot of bad men"
I found it cool,so I bought it. will watch it tonight.

not your superwoman.

I feel so down right now that I couldn't even breathe in the air anymore. Chemistry was sucks!

I really need to motivate myself,I mean I must. I feel like a part of me is breaking down already. ;( I really want to go oversea like some of them,I really do. but what to do, i really suck at my chemist. mybe this is already my fate,I destined to be here in brunei. I know this may sounds so ........(insert word)

What I need right now is a support and a friend since they're the only one who is always there and never stop supporting me. Now,I've just realised,a friend means a lot to me. they're my everything now. Money come and go,love come and go,boyfriend come and go,but friends,they're always there besides you. :)

An unproductive day,it was. I sat for three papers today meaning I had to stayback like until 5 pm. Statistics,chemist paper 2 and paper 5 planning- all ppers were actually sucks. I already got stuck arah first qn during statistic,mcm antah eh,apakan ne?then skip, then same thing happened when I proceed to qn 2. I just dun noe what had happened to Filzah Yusrina lately.I'm not saying that I always good or done better during previous exams,just that the current Filzah Yusrina mcm always give up easily. Even now she has been crying for about an hour just because of her chemist( + some other issues). selalunya " antam tah eh...." " peduli eh.....". mybe she's mature already wah,wahaha.

and I feel like giving up on something. I'm just tired being sakit hati while I always try my best to not to hurt anybody else or jaga hati urg lain,and now I think it's a very pointless thing to do coz from what I've seen,I dun always get the good things from what I've done - ended up being ignored and have been treated like somebody else and always been blamed for everything.

I've sent a birthday card actually,want it to be a surprise. I think you've received it already,I know it's not as special as your friend's card to mention there,just throw them away anyway,there's my parent's greetings.

I've just realised,I'm not your superwoman.


T___T

In need of serious medication..
I FORGOT MY EMAIL PASSWORD!!!
(i dun noe,I think I've typed the correct one but still nda mau T____T *SIGH!!!!!!!!*)

Boyfriend's birthday

Someone's gonna leave his teenagehood very soon. "alaa aku damit maseh :P "

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY,Love ♥

you're miles away,I may not be able to give you anything.

All I can give you is....I give you my heart :)
but then,I realized I've nothing left to give.

coz u've brought them away with you,all of them di NZ hehe..



*grabbed*

can't wait for your return. I'll give you present nanti,a very special one. ;)
and I always remember our promise(s).
I love you,and goodluck for ur exam :)

P/s: won't be able to celebrate each other's birthday for 6-7 years. so...what do ya think? :P


P3 P3

watched legally blonde last nite,those twins were so freaking me out,I was like...."eh TALUR! SAMA HANTAP"

I did my revision and end up watching dvd :P wish me luck for my maths Paper 3 later. ;)

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